Going to Ibiza for ~6 weeks was one of the most challenging things I’ve done so far in life. (NYC & my health issues def rank high) but this time, I’d say moreso internally… here’s a bit of what I had to face.
Felt similar to what I’d imagine doing a 10 meditation retreat is like—although this was much more stretched out. As one of my mentors says, inner work can feel like a grueling tennis match against yourself.
Here's some of what I had to face>
1. My overthinking.
2. My doubts. Questioning myself, my worth.
3. My hyper-independence.
4. Control vs. Surrender.
5. Fear of Failure.
6. Fear of Success.
7. Comparison. Look at other people's paths and wondering if I am way behind or if I can do it too.
8. Jealousy/Insecurities.
9. Loneliness
10. Letting go. Releasing expectations
11. Body Insecurities. Learning to love my body.
12. Romantic struggles. Facing patterns.
13. Trusting God.